Operation **Reclaim** Loveland

Disposable by Protyus A. Gendher (2022)

Disposable 

“Family,” Here we go again 
Another group of others welcome me in 

They say how much they love me 
And say things that make me feel worthy 
And the sweeter words they talk 
The more it’s going to hurt me 

I’m sure that they mean that they like me for now 
I’m sure they just don’t understand how 
It’s gonna feel when they draw the lines 
Between me having needs, and a family that’s not mine.  

And I thought I knew better than to fall for it again 
To keep it in my head that we’re just very special friends 
But I let myself feel like I could really belong 
Where everything I did or needed wouldn’t just be wrong 

But once again when it came time to let me be a person too 
My guard let down, I asked for help, with something that’s ripping me in two 
I’m told that I have no right to ask for such a thing 
How dare I approach their family so selfishly 

And once again the line is drawn and I’m here on my own 
Literally all I was asking for was a kind respectful home 
Once again, I learn my lesson, that I’m not family 
My feelings and needs don't matter, just my gullibility.  

Marriage is Human Trafficking.
I invite you to prove me wrong, but you have to read it first!