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Behind the Scenes with Protyus A. Gendher

Protyus A. Gendher reflects on the challenges of healing and the emotional toll of past criticisms on their creative work. While grappling with self-doubt and invasive thoughts, Gendher re-evaluates these critiques, realizing they stem from others’ discomfort rather than true flaws in their artistry. Healing involves embracing vulnerability and authenticity. Continue reading
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