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5) I Wanna Play – Revisited
The post “I Wanna Play” by Protyus A. Gendher reflects on the author’s experiences with isolation and societal exclusion throughout childhood and adulthood. Through evocative poetry, the author expresses longing for acceptance and understanding while critiquing the arbitrary social rules that dictate belonging. Ultimately, they seek to redefine the game rather than conform to it. Continue reading
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Camp Hope – An Update – But Not Much Progress
Camp Hope – An Update – But Not Much Progress For those of you who might be new, WELCOME! and come on in. Camp hope emerged because Loveland failed to enact a long term solution before the only overnight shelter for the unhoused was yanked down without the involvement or the approval of City Council. Continue reading
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Loveland Corruption – Bigger than Camp Hope 5
This post analyzes a pro-SSP statement using Critical Discourse Analysis, highlighting the rhetorical strategies and implications of the argument for Safe Needle Exchange Programs in Loveland. It outlines the benefits and counterarguments, emphasizing evidence-based practice for public health while critiquing opposing council members, ultimately urging community support for harm reduction initiatives. Continue reading
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Taking Time by Protyus A. Gendher
Taking Time by Protyus A. Gendher This was me just taking time To just reset and realign To put together what was leftOf everything I gave away of myself This was me deciding to heal The pieces of me that could still feel This was me taking time To open myself and see what I Continue reading
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Silence is Deafening by Protyus A. Gendher
The silence is deafening As it falls in empty reckoningThat breed this hypocrisySomehow in this struggle to surviveTo stay aliveWe just ignore the abuse that remains when you reach the other sideIn a vacuum so timelessI’m running out of mindThis limboWhat then though?Detectives duct tape our mouthsSo screams still can’t come outDon’t you dare shoutOr Continue reading
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Protyus, Protyus, Wherefore art thou Protyus?
The author reflects on their journey as a public content creator, necessitating a pen name for safety and identity. They chose “Protyus A. Gendher,” inspired by Proteus’ symbolism of versatility and their agender identity. Exploring multicultural connections, they express a desire to learn about South Asia while aiming to broaden their audience. Continue reading
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ABCs
This post emphasizes the importance of self-acceptance, bravery, character, diligence, and resilience through an alphabetical representation. Each letter highlights a virtue or concept, encouraging personal growth and meaningful engagement with the world. It conveys the journey of life, urging individuals to embrace challenges, learn from failures, and cultivate their passions. Continue reading
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Charlie Kirk was a Great Big Jerk
The post reflects on Charlie Kirk’s contribution to society. Continue reading
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Zebra Files 40) What Are The Odds?
The article explores the grim realities faced by those with rare conditions like EDS, highlighting the difficulty in obtaining diagnoses and treatment within the flawed American healthcare system. It emphasizes the societal isolation and pain endured by patients who struggle to be seen and heard, often dismissed by medical professionals. Continue reading
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Toxicity Toolkit – Gentle Reminders – :)
The post explores various emotions and challenges like embarrassment, FOMO, frustration, feeling overwhelmed, and self-doubt. It emphasizes the importance of self-awareness, acceptance, and managing feelings. The author encourages understanding others’ perspectives, being present, and recognizing one’s worth despite imperfections, ultimately promoting personal growth and connection with others. Continue reading
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I Was Magic
The poem “I Was Magic” by Protyus A. Gendher explores the dynamics of a relationship marked by jealousy and overshadowed individuality. The speaker reflects on how their partner initially admired their uniqueness but later demands to be the center of attention, leading to the speaker’s gradual loss of self-worth and sparkle. Continue reading
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Zebra Files 29) Hyperfixation- My Best Friend And Worst Enemy
The author discusses the challenges of hyperfixation related to ADHD and Autism, detailing its impact on their daily life and struggles with hypermobility syndrome. Despite learning to manage hyperfixation with maturity, they still find it difficult to detach from tasks. The narrative reflects on personal growth and coping strategies. Continue reading
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Heartbreak and Hoofbeats
Heartbreak and Hoofbeats by Protyus A. Gendher Heartbreak and HoofbeatsProfessionals are trained to unsee me Even when they’re looking for things unseen They can’t or won’t or don’t look deep Even when I spread it all out before their eyes Tying pieces together like an episode of CSI Flimsy red string connecting the bits of the puzzle But they listen like Continue reading
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Hands Tied
Hands Tied by Protyus A. Gendher Hands Tied Hands Tied There’s a commotion outside And my hands are tied Piercing the night Screams of rage and fright They’re fighting again Could this be the end? Could this be the fight Someone doesn’t survive? I’ve been in those fights Before in my life So, I don’t have to know them To know what’s inside Both of them sound abusive, Because abuse Continue reading
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Gumption
In “Gumption,” Protyus A. Gendher explores themes of identity, individuality, and resistance against societal expectations. The speaker rejects commodification and challenges perceptions that reduce a person to mere consumption, asserting their unique voice and worth. They confront the hypocrisy and superficiality of judgments from others, embracing their authenticity. Continue reading
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